I was recently asked by my Naturopath whether I had a "lack of motivation".  She was investigating a flared up thyroid issue that I have from time to time, and apparently "lack of motivation" was one common symptom.

When she asked me this I was suprised that I could not understand the meaning of the word motivation.  It was one of those words that seems to disappear when you start to move into a higher timeline/reality/new earth.  I explained to her that for the last year or so I only do what I want to, when I want to do it.  I have written about this experiment previously.

I realise this is a very strange concept for many people - it sounds selfish and counter productive.  But what it really entails is connecting with yourself and checking in with every decision, choice and action and only doing what is truly best for you.  

When I considered the concept of motivation through her question, it seemed to be something that we conjur up in order to do something that we truly don't want to do, but feel that we have to do it.    It really is a 3D word.  We find the energy of motivation from outside of (the reward, outcome etc) and then use this energy to convince ourselves that we NEED to do this thing that we really don't want to do - we just make it happen with force and coercion or whatever means we can find.  Motivation in this sense, helps us push ourselves to do things in the 3D world.

When I Googled the meaning of "motivation" this is what I found 

"Motivation is the reason for people's actions, desires, and needs. Motivation is also one's direction to behavior, or what causes a person to want to repeat a behavior. A motive is what prompts the person to act in a certain way, or at least develop an inclination for specific behavior"

When looking at this meaning of motivation, I guess my motivation for all my actions and choices is now to fulfill an inner desire or need.  The reason for my actions is because it feels good (to me and for me). 

In a previous reality (3D) my motivation would have been to fulfill someone else's expectations of me or to meet someone else's needs or to fulfill societies perception of my role.

So to answer the question "do I lack motivation?", well no, I have motivation, just a different motivation (or reason to do things) than I used to.

So many words and concepts in our human lives change when we become a New Human.  It can start to be difficult to relate to the old way of doing things, but the new way is so much fun and so much more fulfilling and authentic.

My motivation now, what drives me in my choices and actions, is simply a desire to be my authentic self and to honor my own needs.  When I do this, I can offer much more authentic and genuine service to others.  Words like sacrifice, obligation and resentment no longer exist in my vocabulary - these only exist when motivation is outside of you (based on a construct that was not of your own making).  

Being of service to others is so much more fulfilling, enjoyable and meaningful.  I am a much better person, wife, mother and friend when I am acting from my own inner desires and taking care of my needs first.  There is a balance in my life of inputs and outputs that creates a greater inner power.

A new human does everything with conscious awareness.

A 3D human may try and have awareness of everything but this is mainly just to control everything around them.  They may budget, have a detailed timetable/diary, be involved in everyone's lives and schedules, micromanage every detail - all as a way of maintaining control of their lives.  They also make it their business to know everything about everything that is going on in the world.  Again, this is a way of trying to control the world - the more they know, the more they can arm themselves and be ready to react.

In 4D we tend to be very blaze about life.  We let the angels take care of things for us, we don't focus on the details, we try and go with the flow and let the universe guide us.  This is a great step.

But in 5D as a New Human it is important to live with conscious awareness of everything that is going on WITHIN US.  We don't worry about what is going on in the world outside of us but we must have awareness of every tiny detail of our being, right down to the atoms that make up the body.  We can take this step by step and pull apart bits and pieces at a time eg our emotional body and all the unprocessed stuff we have. 

Every action we take is with conscious awareness.  This doesn't mean we need to know all the answers of why we do things, we just need to be aware that we are doing something because it is exactly what we want to do in that moment.  We are aware of our wants and needs, we don't overthink or rationalize them, we just know what is best for us.  We are aware of our bodies and when our bodies need rest and when they need to stretch or exercise.  We are aware of what foods feel best to the body each day and have such acute awareness of the body and its needs that we check in every moment as to what it needs - we don't just eat or do something because of habit or because it felt good yesterday, we are aware of what our needs are in this moment.

When we are aware of ourselves and our needs it makes it much easier to interact with others and be of service to what other people need from us.  We can bring conscious awareness to the problems of others and help them much more efficiently just through our focus.

Spiritual Evolution is about raising our consciousness - this could be seen as being more conscious and aware of ourselves and our place in the universe, which takes us to another level or dimension of being.

When we shine our light of awareness on something that has never been thought about before we are like explorers, discovering things about the universe that have never been discovered before.  Our conscious awareness is like a big spotlight that shines and uncovers what was once unknown and in darkness.  Our consciousness light remains behind in this space so that others can more easily discover what we now know, and this helps the whole of humanity raise their consciousness as a collective.  Each person who discovers this new thing will feel like they are the first ones to make the discovery, only because no one told them about it, they felt like they came up with it themselves, but then find out others have written about this at about the same time they discovered it.  This is how collective evolution works.  We are helping each other every time we bring awareness to something within us or in our universe.

When we are in 3D we try and control every outcome.  Even in 4D we use the law of attraction and only focus on what we want and don't entertain the possibility of any other outcome.
But in 5D, as a New Human we are OK with every outcome.  

It may seem counter productive but what it does is open you up to the unlimited field of possibilities.

If you are a trying to become a parent you only want a healthy baby - sounds logical right, but by not being OK with every other possible outcome (other than a healthy baby) then you have pockets of fear and resistance inside of you which can actually block you from getting what you desire.

If you are going to an audition for a part, or a job interview then you are of course hoping to get the part or the job.  When you are so tightly focused on the very narrow and specific thing that you think you want (the part or the job), it drops your vibration and creates a limited energy in all areas of your life.

This is a concept that can be very difficult to grasp for a human mind, but I believe it is very important to master in order to move from 3D/4D to 5D.

In 3D, control, determination, focus, striving, planning etc does work, but it is bloody hard work. 
In 4D, we can make our manifesting a little easier by using the law of attraction and positive thinking.
In 5D we use no effort, no force, no striving or planning, instead we use the power of the universal flow.  And to tap into the maximum potential and power of this flow, we need to let go of what we think we want, because at the stage of transition from 3D/4D to 5D, we are still using our mind to determine what we would like from life.  This is a really tricky transition because we still have deep desires, wants and needs for our life, and it is difficult to just ignore these.  

If you have something that you want (a new job, a certain amount of money, a relationship, a specific outcome) focus on it.  Now tell yourself that you are OK without this in your life.  Imagine not having this thing, relationsip, outcome.  Say to yourself I am OK.  And really FEEL how it feels to not have what you desire.  When you get to a point where you know and feel that you will be OK, then you have released any fear about not having this.  You have then opened up to the unlimited possibilities of the flow.

Some people may say that this now opens you up to something even better, but it is even more expansive than this.

Our human minds are so entrenched in society's view of what a human should want, need and get.  These reminders surrounds us in every moment through marketing.  It is not easy to let go of this.  But it doesn't mean you will never have nice things - you will, just not in the way that your human mind could ever predict or even imagine.

When you are OK with every outcome you will find peace.  The kind of deep inner peace that allows so much goodness to just flow to you effortlessly.  And it is not just material goodness, it is all sorts of opportunities and experiences, moments of joy and delight and synchronicity that a human mind could not even imagine.

Being OK with every outcome does not only apply to future things that you are desiring, it also applies to the past.

If you have regrets in your past that come up to "haunt" you from time to time, try this next time you think of them.  Tell yourself that you are OK with every outcome - including the outcome that happened, and any other outcome that you can think of.  Say you are OK with the outcomes and then imagine these outcomes playing out, and then FEEL how this feels.  Be OK with the outcome that you regret, and FEEL OK.  It is important to deeply connect with the outcomes and instead of feeling the fear, regret, embarrassment, shame etc, just feel OK which is a neutral, shrug your shoulders kind of feeling.  You should feel some sort of energy release or peaceful feeling, if not, then try again next time this event from your past comes into your awareness.  It may take a few layers and a few tries to reach the place of acceptance and peace.

Being OK with every outcome does NOT mean you will attract these "unwanted" or "undesirable" outcomes into your life (at the 2/3D level it might but at 3/4/5D levels it doesn't).  Instead it allows your soul to use the power of the universal flow to create the experiences that are born from this higher level of consciousness.   There are no limits.  And so the human mind cannot narrow or limit the experiences that the New Human can now have access to.

Being OK with every outcome does create a very neutral space within you which does take a bit of getting used to.  The neutral space seems to lack joy, and the ups and downs of the emotional body which are very much 2D/3D characteristics.  But with practice you may find the incredible peace and contentment with the present moment that comes from this neutral space, and start to seem amazing opportunities start to materialise in your life.

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Sometimes we get caught in the trap of spiritual entitlement.  We believe for awhile that just because we are becoming aware, have woken up from the 3D matrix and are doing all the "right things" processing our past, that we somehow have a superpower and are superior to other humans and therefore we deserve more than them.

This is a trap that most of us go through at some stage and is pretty normal.  We look at the kick ass humans and quite frankly we get angry - why do they have this cool stuff that we don't.  Why do they accomplish stuff that we don't.  And we can start to think about setting more goals and trying harder and making sacrifices and becoming more successful.... and then just watch and feel your vibration lower!!

It can be really difficult transitioning from the state of knowing the law of attraction (4D) to just being in the present moment (5D) and not having goals, but instead just actioning soul desire in the present moment.

Most 3D humans need to plan and strive and set goals.  They try and control life, try and do the right thing and expect to be taken care of (entitlement) by governments etc.  Then they realise they can create their own life and can think positive thoughts and attract the life they want (4D).  This is all good progress.

But in 5D we cannot use 4D techniques.  When we let go of the planning, the vision boards, the affirmations and goal setting we can feel as if we are going backwards, and will never create the life that we know is possible.  

As a New Human life flows so easily.  Opportunities come to you, you dont have to seek them out.  I have so many examples in my life where this is starting to hapen.

For example, a couple of years ago I wrote an ebook.  About a year ago I picked it up again and edited it, added photos and then put it down again.  It just felt like such hard work to market this book and release it into the world.  The 3D human part of me beat me up, told me I was a lazy failure and that I should push and strive and set some goals.  But I didnt listen, I just put it aside knowing (or maybe hoping and trusting)  that it wasn't time.  A few months ago I was approached with an invitation to participate as a speaker in an online Summit which included promoting a product or service.  The topic I was to speak on was a perfect fit for my ebook.  Effortlessly here was a chance to market my book and release it and it was super fun and easy and exactly the right market I wrote the book for!  

Things just seem to fall into place.

​In 3D we would call them synchronicities, but as a New Human it is just the way we live every day.  This is the universal flow of life that we are tapping into and living from.

In 3D our universal flow of life is fairly bumpy.  You could imagine it as the flow of a stream or river and the human us is in our boat rowing towards our goal.  Because the river is so bumpy and turbulent it can take a lot of effort to row towards the goal.  The human must strive, set goals, make sacrifices, plan, strategise, use others, and force themselves sometimes in order to reach their goal which is on a certain part of the river bank.  If they were to let go of the oars they would be thrown this way and that, have no direction and be quite lost.  So the effort required in 3D is justified.  The river (universal flow of life) is so bumpy and turbulent because the 3D human is connected strongly with the consciousness of humanity (3D matrix, fear etc).  Each rapid in the river, each wave, each undercurrent is another event happening outside of them in their environment, but because they are so invested in this outside life they feel it all.  

In 4D it is a little easier to reach our goals on the side of the river by using the law of attraction, positive thinking and intuition we can lessen the bumps and turbulence in the river and get to our goals a little easier and maybe more quickly as well.

When we can disconnect from the world, unplug, go within and live by the beat of our own inner drum, then our universal flow of life (our stream/river) becomes calm.  We are not influenced by what is going on around us, we don't react or feel the effect of each wave, we can live according to our own flow and we are in 5D.

So a 5D human can stop rowing.  They don't need to strive or work hard or sacrifice to get to their goal on the side of the river bank.  Instead the 5D human (New Human) lets their universal flow lead them to the opportunities, it is effortless, fun and so easy.