Half a new human

This week I had a dream.  In the dream was helping a friend who's teenage son had changed.  My friend was worried he was on drugs or something because he seemed different and she couldn't relate to him.  So I volunteered to see what I could find out.  My search took me to a "place" where people were voluntarily hooked up to different types of pipes, and thick substances (like mashed potato or mashed watermelon consistency and colour) were being pumped into their bodies while they lay quietly.  There were people who were helping them get hooked up.  Everything was voluntary.

I reported back to my friend a few times while I found out more information.  In order to find out even more I volunteered to be hooked up to the pipes.  While the thick substances were going in I felt so peaceful and amazing.  During the process my friend wanted an update, so I unplugged from the pipes and went and saw her.  Half of me was full of the new substance and half of me wasn't - it was extremely painful physically in the places that were empty.  I could still have a meaningful conversation with my friend and understand her viewpoint, I could also now have meaningful conversations with the people who were going through the process with the pipes and also the ones who had completed the process.

As I headed back to the place with the pipes to be completely filled up, my dream ended.

This is how I feel in my life.  Half new human, and half old human and feeling the effects physically.  While my reality (the view of the world I create) seems to be much more new human than old, my physical body is lagging behind.  I am voluntarily wanting to be filled up with the new energy etc, but there are still parts of my physical body which don't seem to taking up the new very easily.  I suspect some of the old stuff (energy, beliefs, emotions etc) is hard to budge from these places in my body.

Maybe when we are filled up with the new, and we become new humans physically, then we won't be able to relate to the old - just like my friend in the dream could not relate to her son anymore.  The consequences of this could be something that holds us back, especially if we are not sure about how our loved ones will handle any changes that we go through.

I suspect it will just happen organically,  We won't have to make any big changes to cut people out of our lives or set boundaries, or upset people, as we just organically fade away from some people, and other people or places organically fade away from us.  We could almost become invisible, so we are not causing upset or distress for anyone, as we just aren't a factor for them, as they are not a factor for us.

It may also depend on the amount of new energy that a physical body has transformed within them as to how we relate to others.  If there is only a small difference between the amount of new energy that two people hold, then we get along just fine.  If there is a big difference, then we just aren't on each other's radar.

For me the physical body is a major focus at the moment.  Diet, movement, sleep are all changing constantly as the body goes through so many changes.  I am very highly tuned to my body and what it needs in every moment, and I think this helps a lot through this transition.

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