The key to becoming a New Human is to process all of our human stuff
Most new age spritual seekers will try and find shortcuts to this, and some of the bypass techniques will work for a short time, but eventually we all have to face and feel all of our past experiences (good and bad, uncomfortable, and joyful). The soul wants to collect all experiences and it can't do that until we have fully felt them all. And so we are led and guided over and over again to similar experiences until we surrender and feel what we must feel. And it is never as bad as what we think it will be!
Many years ago I was having a particulary emotional day. I remember tapping into something that I had hidden deep within me. Crying and fearful I recognised that this emotion or feeling or belief (whatever you want to call it) was something I desperately wanted to hide from the world (and myself) and that I would rather die than fully face and feel this. I had been suicidal in the past and so recognised that feeling of hopelesness and inner torment and pain, and as it was coming up out of me in that moment I felt ready to acknowledge it. I saw what it was, I heard what that belief was, I felt the shame, the hurt, the heartbreak and then it was gone. I felt like a ton of bricks had been lifted in that instant, and I felt amazing. Moments after this happened I could not recall what the feeling/belief was, I still can't. I can remember the process but not the actual thing that I had spent most of my life burying deep within me so fearful of ever feeling this or allowing anyone else to know it was there inside of me. It must have taken me so much energy to bury this thing.
I can't remember it now because I have processed it.
Once we have processed something the soul absorbs it. The feeling or thought is no longer part of our "human", it belongs to the soul, and this is how our soul evolves. Unprocessed thoughts and emotions just hang around our human causing all sorts of issues. They are like blocks or bubbles of energy which weigh down the physical body, cause physical pain and symptoms, and they create loops of patterns of behaviour which keep us stuck.
Unfortunately our society raises us to avoid expressing certain feelings - to suck it up and get on with things. And so we do, we keep our anger hidden within, we keep our grief bottled up and we even keep our deepest desires and longings buried deep within us. All of this is just wanting to be seen felt and heard.
If we don't process our "stuff" then it just hangs around, we may even try and "throw" it towards someone else and see if they can deal with it for us, or we distract our selves with such busy lives that we don't allow space for anything else to come into our awareness. We try and do anything we can to NOT FEEL.
This is pretty normal human behaviour.
In order to become a New Human and evolve we MUST process all of this. Life will show you what to process and when. The opportunities will present themselves in perfect timing for you if you are just willing. It will be hard, but never as hard as what you think it will be. And even if you think you have "dealt" with something it may come back again and again so you can see it and feel it from a different angle - this is often necessary so we can process layer by layer.
Every time we process our emotions, feelings and past events, we are helping the whole of humanity process theirs as well. The less of this unprocessed "floating" energy that there is in the world, the less drama, torment, instability, abuse and craziness there will be in the world. We focus inwards and take care of our stuff, and the rest of the world does the same.
New Humans who have processed all of their stuff will then be able to instantly process new emotions, events and interactions at the time that they happen creating an authentic and peaceful way of living.
The peaceful nothingness of soul
Sometimes in meditation or moments of stillness I have felt the deep peace of nothing. No thoughts, no actions, no body - just me as spirit.
Recently I had a different experience where I woke in the morning and felt a very different peace. It ran deep, it ran through my body, my thoughts, my everything. I was very present in my body (I had not travelled out of my body to feel this peace) but felt no tension or pain or heaviness in my body at all. I was fully aware of my body and felt the most delightful lightness. But most importantly there was a nothing, completely empty feeling, but full up at the same time.
When I have felt peacefulness before there still seems to be a motor running somewhere.... like I am sitting in the car feeling very peaceful, with nowhere to go or be, just happy to sit and feel at peace, but the motor of the car is still running, ready to go. There always seems to be that background noise going on somewhere in my being which isn't a problem but I had never noticed it before until I experienced the absence of it.
This time there was not even a motor running in the background. There wasn't any preparation or waiting feelings, or physical body processes going on, there was just nothing.
I wonder whether that motor running in the background before, was the "old human" part of me, happy to switch off and rest but still present, still humming, still waiting for its turn to take over the show.
But in the absence of my old human self, what was left was just the soul me. The pure authentic self without all the heaviness of the human weighing it down.
5D physical changes
For the last year or so I have been very focused and interested on physical body changes that occur due to the embodiment of soul (new human/5D) process which I see as a major part of spiritual evolution.
Some people call these "ascension symptoms" or "spiritual flu", but it goes a lot deeper than just feeling a bit "off" when we are adjusting to some new energy.
Besides changes in memory and thinking patterns, he main areas where I have been feeling change lately is my nervous system, ears and eyes. There are also phases of sleepiness, fatigue and high energy as well as much general physical discomfort at times while the body adjusts and evolves.
I did some Soul Writing to try and get some clarity on what I had been feeling lately which I thought might be worthwhile sharing in case others are feeling this as well.
I have this anxiety-like shaking or nervousness inside of me. It comes on suddenly. It feels like my whole body should be shaking but it isn’t. When I hold out my hand it is steady. When I close my eyes and tune in within I feel strong and stable but there is this buzzing which feels like nerves or shaking. Maybe it is coming up from deep within me rather from outside of me, which is why I do not shake. What is going on?
Adjustments to energy. Vibrations are exactly that, vibrating energy which does feel like a shaking.
But it starts from deep within you and may never end up shaking your body
It doesn’t have to end in your skin. And it doesn’t have to filter through everything. It is the nervous system of your body which is mostly impacted.
Because the nerves control the body. They control the electric impulses that cause the body to move.
This is the soul now controlling the body to move via your nervous system. It is the soul shaking and vibrating. Getting your attention so you can focus and help initiate the transfer of soul to body.
When I focus my attention on this it feels smoother and stronger like the opposite of anxiety. I feel like I have super powers flowing through me now.
The nerves in my eyes adjust. There is power behind my sight now. And a stronger purpose for what this physical body can see and do now.
How does this make me think differently?
There is more purpose to the thoughts and the deeds. The soul controlling the body, the soul seeing with the human eyes is different than before. Previously the soul collected the human experiences, but now the soul dictates or chooses the human experiences rather than trying to lead from afar or just collecting whatever the human decided, it is guiding by being in the drivers seat rather than the navigator in the back seat.
The soul drives the human body, it can see, feel, hear and sense everything that the body does.
I feel like there are still "3D human" thoughts.
Yes but they don’t really mean anything. The body doesn’t really listen or action them, they just float around with no where to go. They are just the last of the tape recording waiting for the tape to run out. They do no harm and are just some familiar sounds and background noise while the new operating system gets up and running.
Why do so many little distractions come up when I am going through these physical changes?
It is habit, and not knowing what to do with the new soul body. It is ok too, because while your mind is distracted and pulling you here and there, the soul can do what it likes integrating without your mind interfering.
There are times to focus though and you will be informed of this. Your attention will go where it needs to. It will be loud and clear for you to hear and action. Don’t overthink because you can’t get this wrong as it is your unique experience.
How much of this is similar to what other are and will be going through.
It is very similar. The length of the process will be different for everyone.
Some people find some processes easier than others.
Will the body look different?
From the outside no. From the inside looking out yes. It is your perception of your body that changes. When you look at your body now it is a 3d view. Only one dimensional really, the reflection in the mirror which is subjective and dependent on the quality of the mirror and the lighting. It is not a real reflection. But it is the perceived reflection and perception of your body. Now your body awareness will be different. There will be a new emphasis on how it feels and functions rather than looks. You will not even compute looks. There will be no judgement or good or bad on looks. It simply looks how it does. Others will not notice how it looks either, there will be a presence that is noticed rather than the snapshot of looks.
So do not judge the looks of the body. This will hold the process back. Let the body unravel and change as it needs to. If weight changes or function changes for awhile just go with it. Things will settle down and find their greatest strength and flow. You will notice that with a slight change in posture or position you can feel new or more energy flowing through your body. This is important. Keep experimenting and letting the energy flow and find its way.
Is there a process or steps or anything we can do to help this process or bring greater awareness to what is happening?
Just know that a flip is happening in the soul body relationship. The human was allowed to drive the human experience, now the soul is having a turn at driving the human experience. It will take some time for the soul to get its drivers license and make up its own way of driving so there will be an adjustment time where the human and the soul share the driving of the physical body. This will be disorientating at times. And confusing. But just be gentle with yourself, don’t expect too much, be patient and grow with your new experiences and capabilities. You won’t have the same experiences or go to the same places that the human did. You will have much greater navigation skills and abilities and knowledge of possible places to go with the soul driving the physical experience. This is exciting as well as new and daunting at times.
It is important to tune into what feels good and right to you. No judgement here, just a flow of what feels good. If being in nature feels like it helps smooth out this process and keep you sane then do this. If staying in bed all day helps then do this. If going about your “normal” activities as if everything is normal, then do this. There are no rules here. Eat what you are guided to and this could change every day. Rest when you are guided to and exercise when you are guided to. Tune in every day. Because your soul/body is changing so rapidly its needs will also change. Live consciously with greater awareness. When you do things from a human habit point of view, it may not serve the new soul body. So tune in and notice everything. Don’t overthink, just feel and adjust where necessary.
It can be like big game, of guess what the soul body needs today!
Do not be concerned by any of the happenings. Just accept, notice, adjust where necessary, and nurture and love every step. This has never been done before in a human body. You are the evolutionary front runners, the explorers of the new frontier, the way showers. Others will learn just by being in your presence.
There is no race. There is no end goal or finish line, it is a continual process of growth, embodiment and experiences.
We will truly be a soul having a physical experience but most importantly a soul driving a physical experience, creating the experiences at the front line, processing them and growing as a soul and as source.
Instead of dying and then the soul reviewing all the experiences from the physical life which are filtered to source, we will be doing this in real time as they happen. There is no need to die so that the soul and source can collect the experiences of the human experience. It will all happen in real time (even though there is no such thing as linear time from a soul perspective) but there is instant feedback and processing.
In order to become a soul body (new human/5D human) we need to process all our past experiences up until this point. Which gives the soul a clean slate to enter the physical body and drive the experiences. An old human would process all this after death and then return to another body and the cycle would continue. But now we can transform, heal and evolve in this body and continue without the cycle, just the perfect soul-body interface for processing all experiences as they happen.
This gives the soul body much more freedom of choice as to the experiences it wants. It is not dependent on repeating loops of past unprocessed emotions and experiences that then limit the human experiences. It is like living without fear, but in a more powerful way. There won’t be unnecessary experiences, there will be strategic specific soul driven experiences.
This is how a new human lives.
As a spiritual evolutionist I see and live in a different reality to most people.